*EDIT* Dear Staci, since you have this in your favorites and all, I hope you are enjoying looking at my giant fat ass instead of eating. Hope that works out for you.
I am feeling hot right now. And I am posting this and these pics so I won’t ever forget it.
Some of these are old- my hair is longer in them. I also used a color changer thing in photoshop for the first few.





(rawr!)
And a quote of my own (because I am lame lol)
For another fat girl out their to see that being fat is sexy and beautiful is what i like to do. Why? Because i would’ve love to been told that and seen it for myself. To have that confidence in myself. When you look at someone and recognize that you have similar body types, you look at them as a mirror of yourself. And when that mirror is showing you someone who knows she can be sexy and knows she is beautiful, well then you will start to think you yourself can be too.
Seeing beauty in others lets you see it in yourself.
And you know what self? You are hot, gorgeous, beautiful, smart (most of the time XD lol), funny, so many other things, and just awesome because you are you. I have the potential to be strong, kick-ass, and confident too, you just need to keep working on it. But no matter what, even with bad days, YOU RULE
. Don’t ever doubt it.
*message to self over*
And may I ask, what does Moxie mean? lol, I remember comments on my other bikini post talking about being moxie, and I really had no idea what it meant…
I really want to go to Walmart this Friday to buy me another bikini or two. Or maybe one full piece, because sometimes I like to not have to worry about losing an article of clothing by diving or going down a slide ^^;…
Call me skank, whore, slut whatever! I know some of my friends from school see this, but whatever. They know who and what kind of person I am. I don’t even care anymore. Doesn’t matter what you think.
Because I’m awesome.
And I got a comment from Kate Harding.
So there!
Girl, you are hot stuff, and I’m SO glad that you put these pictures up.
And not just a comment from Kate Harding, a HUG, you got a HUG!!!
You are awesome and stuff
By: Marshmallow on March 31, 2008
at 6:57 pm
You look wonderful!! You look so hott and confident, and you should be so proud!
You’re a total inspiration to me! Thank you SO much!!
By: Llegs on March 31, 2008
at 8:53 pm
Moxie==spunk, attitude. And you’ve definitely got it.
And I want that green dress.
By: Diana on March 31, 2008
at 10:02 pm
Umm, WOW! I have to say (and I could easily get in trouble for saying this, cause you’re still only 17) but my word, you are GORGEOUS! To quote from ‘As Good as it gets’: You are the reason men starting painting on cave walls. I humbly bow to your beauty. Any man who could look upon you and not see an emerging beautiful woman is simply blind.
Now, why couldn’t you just be 18 and living in Central Florida………~_^
By: Brooklyn Red Leg on April 1, 2008
at 7:26 am
1. Holy cow, you are cute.
2. Moxie is like, spunk, guts. That kind of thing!
By: Hannah on April 1, 2008
at 10:40 am
I totally wish stuff like this was around when I was a kid. Maybe I would have been a happier camper.
You go gyrl!
By: Moe on April 1, 2008
at 3:14 pm
Omg I love that green dress- you look like the perfect pin up girl in that pic!
By: Lu on April 1, 2008
at 3:56 pm
I could stand to steal a bit of your confidence :p
Do you know where I might buy some?
By: Jess on April 1, 2008
at 7:02 pm
Sweetheart – all those commenters saying you’re totally hot are incredibly fat themselves. They’re only saying you look hot in the hopes that, somehow, they will be able to convince themselves and others that they are hot too. Either that, or they’re laughing at you.
I’m sorry I said you looked like a beached whale before. The whale in the photo you posted was svelte compared to you.
Anyway, thanks for posting your photos. I’ve bookmarked this page for the next time I need an appetite suppressant.
By: Staci on April 3, 2008
at 3:42 am
[...] some people really don’t have a life. Sweetheart – all those commenters saying you’re totally hot are incredibly fat themselves. [...]
By: Oh Staci, you are too kind! « Diary of a Fat Teenager on April 3, 2008
at 3:07 pm
You look beautiful! I wish I could be confident enough to wear a bikini now, let alone when I was seventeen and in high school! No matter what all the Staci’s of the world may say, when you’ve got it, flaunt it. You’ve definitely got moxie written all over you, very apt term, I think.
By: carmenconcarne on April 4, 2008
at 2:27 am
Aw, you’re really cute! I really like the sexeh pose in the second last photo (maybe I’ll try it on my girlfriend? LOL)
By: Laura on April 4, 2008
at 7:08 am
OMGoodness I love your dress/top. Where did you get it
By: Willo on April 4, 2008
at 11:10 am
omg you are so pretty … even with your wieght it kinda suits you .. unlike me =\ i look shit … i wish i had the confidencee to post photos like that of me
By: vampy_heartagram on April 7, 2008
at 1:42 am
Darling, don’t listen to the trolls. Trolls will say anything hurtful if you are 1) confident and 2) a woman. I feel very sorry for them actually!
I will say that you are totally hot in these pictures! Wow! It is so encouraging seeing a strong young woman who is PROUD of her body in all the right ways – you are not shamed into thinking you should look or act a certain way. Keep it up! Don’t let those who are shamed bring you down (because, as well all know, it doesn’t matter what size you are – those who are shamed want *everyone* to be shamed with them!). You are a ray of sun shine in an otherwise dark world! Plus, you’re totally smokin’ hot!
By: Caralyn on April 9, 2008
at 1:43 pm
hey there, just found your blog via the lovely miz harding, and i just think (not that you haven’t heard it already) that you are beautiful and not in any silly “inner beauty” or “beautiful cause you look real” sort of way…you’re a hundred-percent pin-up, traffic-accident gorgeous.
that is all.
By: Olivia on April 10, 2008
at 2:34 pm
I really love that dress. You DO look hot.
By: Anna on April 10, 2008
at 9:44 pm
You are so beautiful. I wish I had the confidence and gumption to do something as amazing as this. Bless you, darling!
By: Shayna on April 12, 2008
at 11:09 am
Hey, that green dress (top?) is really cute! Where’d you get it?
By: happyapple on April 17, 2008
at 5:38 pm
hey!!! I love that bikini! You do look hot, and for the person who took all their time to tell you that you don’t, she probably needs to down you so that she can feel good about herself. you and I have the exact same body type except I think I am bigger in the boobs than you.
I’m going out to get my bikini now!!! thank you girl!
<3
By: ms rubenesque on April 21, 2008
at 1:06 pm
One word,
WOW.
You rock girl!
By: ResilientMonkey on April 24, 2008
at 9:08 pm
Honey.
You are tres sexy. Seriously. Wow, girl, I wish I’d had your confidence in high school!
You rock that suit and that dress looks ab-fab on you.
By: Bee on April 30, 2008
at 8:36 am
Hi
YOU REALLY HAVE THE CONFIDENCE ALOT OF US GIRLS DON’T HAVE…EVEN IF WE THINK WERE PRETTY WE FEEL OUR BODIES AREN’T…KEEP DOING YOUR THING!!
By: ELISA on May 7, 2008
at 5:28 pm
OMG i fukin beepin love u ! You have sooo much confident and readin some of ur blogs is increasin mine !! ur really gorgeous btw ! ^^ n i love the green dressy thingy i want one
lol wish i had ur confidence and beauty .. thanks for posting this whole blog && keep rockin sox man !!!
lodsa luvvsss xoxox
By: meggy on May 8, 2008
at 1:13 pm
You are amazing. Thank you for doing what you do!!! You are a gorgeous, beautiful woman and an incredible writer. Please, don’t let haters get you down and keep on doing this–for all of us heavy girls!!!!
Love from,
Kacie
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at 6:14 pm
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By: Heads on Fatties « Diary of a Fat Teenager on May 30, 2008
at 3:58 pm
Moxie is like chutzpah minus the connotations of rudeness. It means you’re brave, spunky, and speak your mind.
By: Beulah on June 15, 2008
at 3:26 pm
I’m sorry, I’m not stalking you (promise) but I just read the comment by that imbecile Staci. Clearly she has psychological issues. I wish she’d posted some photos of herself for us to ridicule — but she won’t because she lacks moxie!
By: Beulah on June 15, 2008
at 3:30 pm
I want to get a Bikini. And I want it NOW!!!
You look adorable!***
By: Rike on June 28, 2008
at 3:52 am
Thank you for this.
By: Allison on December 12, 2008
at 9:35 pm