I have some ideas of what to blog about, but first I would like to have one random post.

First I have to say, comments like these totally make blogging worth it:

Hi,
I am 18 years old and I just finished my first semester of University. Since the dawn of puberty I have been steadily gaining weight and failing to lose it. The past four months have been especially difficult. I was checking out your blog just to examine the alternative, ie. finally accepting that I am just not small and it is a waste of my time to worry about it. Honestly, I don’t think I expecting to like the “alternative” point of view, I think I was hoping it would inspire some weightloss. Not so much, you come off so eloquent and likeable- nothing I could possibly disagree with. Thank you for writing and enlightening the small-minded such as myself.
Good luck with everything!
Jane.
p.s. I hope you know you’re wicked beautiful as well.

Yay! I inspire people! lol! j/k, but it does make me happy to know my blog can have a positive effect.

And I got this comment from Audrey:

yeah that looks great and all but what about ‘apple’ shapes?
the brown dress is adorable it would be tight and loose in all the wrong places if I wore it!

I honestly wish I could answer this, but considering I’m not an ‘apple’ shape it’s rather hard for me. I’m no Stacey or Clinton. Are there any other apples out there that have some advice?

I went to the beach last night (*sniff* last day of vacation!) and had a fat girl bikini photoshoot with my sister. Pictures will be posted in near future for all to gaze in awe at (or for trolls to shit themselves after seeing a fat chick in a bikini and looking rather happy). You guys know me, I’m such a vain fatty slutmuffin. whatevs.

I really want to “connect” with my blog readers more. I like it when the same people like to comment and eventually I remember “hey! They commented before!”. Sorry, my memory is god AWFUL. I remember by icons (or whatever) so when someone has a picture I remember them quicker. I just love it when I go to other blogs and I read comments and see how much of a group everyone is. Then I see how of a slacker I am and how I don’t participate much in comments. ever. I hate how I fail at comments. I don’t leave comments on other people’s blogs because I’m a wus, and I barely leave them on my own blog. I am made of LAME when it comes to that.

You know what I also hate? Fucking dashboard. I always feel like I suck when I see “Oh, I only have 200 people view my blog.. that one day I have NINE HUNDRED! I must really suck now!” I do the same thing on deviantart- judge my art/blog worthiness by the pageview and/or number of comments recieved. Ugh. That is crap, and I need to stop doing that.

Ugh.. Less than a month until I start college. *SCARED*

You know what? I took Calculus this year! If I can handle integration and differentiation, I CAN HANDLE THIS!!!

Well, I guess we’ll find out.

Oh yes, and The Pipettes are awesome. I just got their CD, and I can’t stop listening to it. That and the new issue of BUST, along with a book called “American Women” that is about historical women in America. Rockness.