… that I haven’t just gone ahead and killed myself yet.

i know you wanna show off but please dont its disturbing to look at if you lost weight you MAY be pretty in your own little way but dear fuck cover up for the sake of everyone around you, why would you wanna be fat? you cant wear what you want its hard to go shopping maybe even embarassing and others look at you with disgusted looks among there faces STOP NOW stop it shame on you there lying the comment above or there prob just as fat as you being fat isnt a thing you should be proud of its a thing you should work on ffs you piss me off

and

Now reading through all these comments, i see shit like..
“OMG YOU’RE AMAZING, YOU’RE SO PRETTY AND CONFIDENT I WISH I COULD BE LIKE YOU”
..one thing to say to all you people YOU’RE ALL FUCKED! You’re obviously not confident with your body for a reason..IT LOOKS LIKE SHIT!
And you..who posted all these pictures..fat 18 year old girl
PUT SOME FUCKING CLOTHES ON BEFORE YOU BURN EVERYONES EYES AND THEY RIP OUT THEIR EYE BALLS JUST TO STOP THE SEARING STINGING PAIN OF LOOKING AT YOUR UGLY UGLY BODY. STOP LYING TO YOURSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE AROUND YOU!
NO YOU’RE NOT PRETTY!
NO YOU’RE NOT GOOD LOOKING!
YES YOUR BODY DOES LOOK DISGUSTING!
YES YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF!
NOT ONLY DO YOU LOOK HORRIBLE BUT YOU’RE ALSO UNHEALTHY!
FUCKEN DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF BEFORE WE ALL PUKE ON YOU!

Sometimes I really do feel like I have lost hope for this world.

Then I go ahead and think, “Wow, that first comment has no punctuation. What a dumbass. Grammar understanding FAIL.” And  I feel better about myself. And talk about projection one’s feelings onto another for fucks sake this person (I’m going to say it’s the same person due to the likeness of no periods and idiocy throughout) needs to talk to someone. Who the hell thinks it’s perfectly alright to go shouting around horrible and mean things to some fucking stranger on the internet? Well, trolls I suppose. While everyone one of these fuckers leaves a trolling comment I’d like to say I’m immune, but real human beings can’t take this kind of shit from others forever., and I’d like to believe I’m of the human kind (though I feel I could argue against people who leave such shitty comments). While the effect may be small, I’m still just a goddamn teenager and I am so fucking sick of this stupid shit.  On the other hand, reading those comments also just makes me plain uncomfortable. Not because the insults are supposed to be directed at me, but… I don’t know. I just feel bad for the kind of person who needs to so urgently attack me and defend their ideas. Like they are a baby screaming their defense of their actions to me. I really hope these people who say this shit feel better knowing they could help to destroy someone’s life and kill their self esteem. Because, you know, it’s all about health and all. Or just about pleasing them. I just don’t see how people can be such bigots, or see how their words really could affect another person’s life. Or maybe they just don’t care. I’m not sure which is worse.

Well, just to make me feel better:

YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE. GO SOMEWHERE ELSE TO TROLL YOUR IGNORANT AND HATEFUL THOUGHTS. LEARN HOW TO USE PUNCTUATION. YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF FOR PUSHING YOUR BELIEFS ABOUT BODY IMAGE ONTO COMPLETE STRANGERS THAT YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT. I won’t be ashamed because you tell me to be. I will never be ashamed of my body, what keeps me living and breathing and happy. I should never have to feel shame because of it, and especially not because some stranger who seeks to judge me, yet does not know me, and tells me I should. I may not be pretty to you, but why would I give a fuck if I’m pretty to someone who is so horrid? I’d rather be fat than be an ignorant asshole like you.

Ms. FattyMcFatington

And here’s a big fat fuck you finger, douchehound. (excuse the tiredness, It’s 2:43 in the morning). Just seeing my fat finger is probably making you hurl right now lolz. I lol at your apparent suffering.

Well, since I have now marked comments as spam after wishing I’d never got them in the first place (Oh wait, I mean, “Your comments were so horrible they inspired me to change my ways and become the beautiful skinny person that you want to fuck off to! My life is so much better now that I have become your ultimate woman. Now your burning eyes can be watered with my beauty and your puke will turn to tulips! Let’s go run through the meadow of dreams!), on to other topics. 

… Well, there aren’t really all that many other topics- BECAUSE I’M GOING ON VACATION ! My fat ass is going to South Carolina for two weeks (and visiting Savannah, Georgia for at least one day too!) and that fat ass will be out and all over the beach and enjoying itself (maybe I should bring some barf bags and hand them out? Just in case? Or extra sunglasses, to prevent the eye burning and all). Hopefully my ass won’t cause too much damage to other people while I’m there. But I have a vacation to fucking enjoy. I’ve got most of my things packed, so I’m really excited. I still have to work (well, technically it’s today since it’s 2 AM lol) which sucks, but it will make the night go by faster. Being stuck in the car for 13 hours or so sucks, but whatever. I actually enjoy long car rides for some reason. 

But I’ll take lots of pictures and blather about all the fun I’m having lol… of course, that is if I can get an internet connection going on there, which I’m not sure about lol. We’ll see. Ciao for now~<3

p.s. I added some more pictures to my Fat Girls are BBR page just because A) It will piss off this troll more, and B) I’ve been meaning to put them up in forever (they were from last summer) and never got around to it.